Your Chestnut - w4m - 28 (is fleeting)
age : 28
See. More negativity...... I'm never going to win here. Why? Because I will always be the spare time, down time, and not worth your everything. The secret that comes around when nobody else will. I guess maybe I asked to be treated like this because it's what I expect.... I'm used to being let down.
You get everything you want here. What you've worked so hard for. And someone who is dumb enough to come up there on your command. Maybe I need a shrink to help me stop hurting myself. Maybe I just need a hug. Maybe I should listen to my gut and finally let this go...
Maybe I just miss her too much to bear. If we were ok I could be complete. Just finally getting a small hello and some conversation from her made me so happy. But she's missing....
This hurts beyond words.
Maybe I'm cursed as well. Valentine's and my birthday always like to take a big doodie on my life. Maybe I'm just getting restless.... and all problems will be solved when I finally leave. Maybe you're right, I will meet someone wonderful, it hurt to hear that at the time but that's sounding like a better option. You have your someone. Just have to let me go for me to find happiness.
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